.EMO time.

.have u ever been in love?.
.horrible isn't it?.
.it makes u so vulnerable.
.it open ur chest.
.and it opens up your heart.
.and it means that sumone can get inside u.
.and mess u up.
.you build up all these defenses.
.you build up a whole suit of armor.
.so that nothing can hurt you.
.then one stupid person.
.no different from any other stupid person.
.wanders into your stupid life.
.you give them a piece of you.
.they didn't ask for it.
.they did something dumb one day.
.like kiss u or smile at u.
.and then ur life isn't ur own anymore.
.love takes hostages.
.it gets inside u.
.it eats u out and.
.leaves u crying in the darkness.
.so simple a phrase like.
.maybe we should be just friends.
.turns into a glass splinter.
.working its way into ur heart.
.it hurts.
.not just in the imagination.
.not just in the mind.
.it's a soul-hurt.
.a real gets-inside-u-and-rips-u-apart.
.PAIN.
.i hate love.

.i hate that i hv to cry over sumone.
.damn it.